Issue 013: The path behind you

The Storied Body is an ongoing collection of transmissions from the collective soma. You're invited to read them as an entry into your own body, or as folklore that explores collective experiences in a fantastical way. When I write these I tune into what I call the Collective Body. This is the embodied energy of collective foundations, resources, movement systems, structures, dimensions, and timelines. Every transmission may not be universally applicable, but I invite you to experiment with where in your body it lands or feels true.

Today's transmission opens on a view of someone tiptoeing along a twisted wooden walkway. My eyes are drawn immediately to the condition of the wooden surface beneath the feet; weathered, gnarled, insect-eaten, powdery, and fragile. Splinters stick up from the surface and the person walking has to make sure they're navigating around them, lest they be impaled through the foot.

The person is walking gingerly, as one would in an environment such as this. Careful never to place their weight entirely on one section until they know it can hold them. And then from there, feeling their way forward with the other foot, looking for the next sturdy place to ground themselves.

The wind around them changes with each new section they move to. Sometimes it feels still, suffocating; a damp humidity that settles oppressively over the path, and within a few steps the air feels frigid, drafty, and aching in the bones.

There's nothing around this walkway except for stars above, and a somewhat rippled reflection in inky black water, below. But the light is enough, for when you gaze down into the water, you see not only yourself, but every age you've ever been, reflected in your face. And legions of ancestors standing behind you.

You walk a solitary path, but with the weight of thousands of years.

Years that have weathered and beaten the wood beneath your feet. Lifetimes that have patched the pathway, and those that have eaten away at it. Some that reinforced the structure in a way that now encumbers it.

You're walking the spiral path of your DNA. The boards serving as planks are the unique pairings of neutrinos that encode your expression, and are changed by your environment.
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But why does it feel so heavy to walk, and why so fragile underfoot? Where are the ancestral blessings that should be supporting you? Why do you only see the destruction, the fragility, the reinforcement that's no longer working, and the patches that will only hold for so long? Where is the resilient structure that has kept your bloodline going throughout time?
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Why are you only walking the path of release?

This realization stops you in your tracks. Suddenly less worried about the path collapsing below you than the curiosity that consumes you, you let your weight settle fully on the board beneath your feet. You feel it dip towards the water and momentarily worry about your footing as ice cold liquid laps over the path onto your feet. You pivot in place and turn around.

Behind you, the legions of ancestors are now standing on specific neutrinos. I see energy pouring from them into the path, or from the path back into them. I see the reckoning, the responsibility, the acknowledgement of harm done and what has been passed down. I see the fear being replaced with acceptance and love.

I see the blessings becoming available.

As your chest swells with emotion, you sit on the board below you, and then slip through the walkway into the icy water below.

You emerge, float on your back, and release the responsibility of holding this weight alone.

The support was in your DNA, all you had to do was look.

Yours,

Ash

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