This is half inspiring, half cringe

It feels like my dreams for my entire lifetime are stacked inside me, all just waiting to be plucked up and nurtured into being. At times this is incredibly confusing. Because what do you mean I want to create a food forest and thriving garden with a free farm stand to feed my community, and I want to travel the world for many months at a time? These things don't co-exist at the same point in my life (at least not without a lot of support that I don't have yet), but they do live within me and...